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Oh little girl, broken little girl, how I wish to heal you. But this dainty doll can't glue herself. I'll remain in pieces. Living in a toss up world, how can I survive? Will today breed tears or smiles? Only time will tell.
I am another faceless teenage girl, writing poorly and shoving it down the throats of strangers, giving them the burden of fixing me. There is not one original thing about me. And that's the truth. But how do I tell you that? How can I look into your innocent hazel eyes, and tell you "You will never amount to anything."
It's hard enough to admit to the me of now, how am I going to bring myself to tell the me of long ago? Back when I was happy and normal. When my spirit was as unstoppable as the wind. You're proud little girl sporting bangs that always split in the middle, and a crooked baby toothed smile. You spend Fridays with the two people who love you most, running around outside and eating Cheeto puffs.
But today?
But today?
I am broken and fragile. A shut-in, a loser, completely detached from society. I have lost myself. In frowns, and panic attacks, and questionable sanity. I fully understand the term "emotinally drained" and am a frequent visitor of "BummingTown".
I wish I could tell you one thing to make it better. One thing that will fix things for the both of us. Be more outgoing. Buy those clothes and wear that make-up. Read less, socialize more. I cannot instruct you to not be you. Who am I kidding, being you will be a tragedy. It's your demise. You are traveling down a path of failure towards a destination of depression. That's awful, but its who you are.
Sure, one day you will suddenly realize you are a nocturnal recluse with zero friends, watching Bones re-runs all night and listening your to empty thoughts bounce around your skull. The truth hurts kiddo. I can't tell you things get better, because they haven't and they won't.
Perhaps by the time you get this, I can report back at how I fixed everything. Maybe I'll be happy and going somewhere with my life. I won't be where I'm expected to be. Lonely and broken, contemplating how to end it all. But I don't know if I'm ready to take that chance tonight.
Perhaps by the time you get this, I can report back at how I fixed everything. Maybe I'll be happy and going somewhere with my life. I won't be where I'm expected to be. Lonely and broken, contemplating how to end it all. But I don't know if I'm ready to take that chance tonight.
Once I tell you these truths, I can never take them back. I can't tell you these things today. So I write this for the me of yesterday, hoping that somewhere along the lines, we get the courage to say what needs to be said.
Good luck,
Miss Cupcake (2015)
Good luck,
Miss Cupcake (2015)
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Dear person reading this
Dear person reading this,
You deserve a full life of happiness
You deserve to be surrounded by people
who love and treasure you
People who genuinely care for you
Some days will drag you down
but you deserve to be content
No matter what happened
No matter what others tell you
You are not your past
Your flaws do not define you
Live to express
not to impress
Just live
Go for it.
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Spoiler Alert
When we meet, I’ll be nineteen and you’ll be twenty. You’ll try to get to know me, and I won’t say much, but you’re persistent. And eventually, we’ll become friends.
You’ll be in the dorm lounge one day, playing video games with your roommates, and they’ll all laugh at you because I’ll beat you. But you just smile along, because you know I’d beat all of them too.
On a Friday, you’ll ask me out for the first time. I won’t know what to say, so I’ll just accept, not thinking much of it. Then later that night after we’ve eaten ice cream and are sitting on
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maybe you'll find this
i want to tell you so much
like how one day you'll meet a kid
who steps on butterflies for fun
and you'll probably hate him
but i want you to think about the possibility that
maybe someone stepped on his wings
and he can't understand how they can fly but he
can't.
.
or like another kid who slit your friend's wrist with the glass from the library door
and killed a snake by thrashing its skull on the sidewalk
and kicked a kitten who had just been run over that morning and was barely holding on.
you'll probably hate him, too.
and i want you to remember
that russian orphanages are no place to learn morals
that severe brain damage is permanent i
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Write a letter to your past self.
I think even if you don't enter this contest, you should write a letter to yourself anyways.
I'm a little uncertain about is piece. Had a little (giant) breakdown earlier.
I'd say the age I would want me to be when I got the note was 8. Of course in the actual note I'm sending it to me of yesterday, hoping that each day I send it back farther.
Feedback and Critiques Welcome!
Write a letter to your past self.
I think even if you don't enter this contest, you should write a letter to yourself anyways.
I'm a little uncertain about is piece. Had a little (giant) breakdown earlier.
I'd say the age I would want me to be when I got the note was 8. Of course in the actual note I'm sending it to me of yesterday, hoping that each day I send it back farther.
Feedback and Critiques Welcome!
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Keep going it WILL get better!